forgot some of our new puppy

Kamryn at the fair with all the stuff her daddy won for her

Little update

Hey it been awhile. well i just finished my CNA and now applying for a job. i cant wait to start working. Brandon is getting through school just doing the same old same old. he'll be 20 this month so he's gonna be old haha. Kamryn is just doing her thing getting bigger and bigger. she will be 16 months this month wow i cant believe it at all. i swear i just had her. she is learning animal sounds. she knows what a kitty says, a puppy says, what  a tiger says. and a monkey and owl too which is cool!. we got a new puppy a couple months back and brandon named him thor. haha he is a boston terrior and a pain in the butt! haha well here's some pictures!
Kamryn on Halloween!

some more of our family pics.
Kamryn thinks she is boss so in this picture she was saying no and wagging her finger haha

Kams year old pictures and Family photos some of them

so these are the some of the pictures that were taken! i love them!! my girl is so gorgeous!

Whats been going on.

its been going haha we just moved into a new place and i love it! its bigger and its ours we dont have the neighbor above us blaring his music till all hours of the night lol but i did love my apartment. anywho kam is good. learning to talk. she loves to tell me to shut up and to tell the dogs to shu tup haha its funny till its you she tells. she always says shit haha oh great right? lol she has already started to lose that baby face :( its sad! anywhoo she loves her stroller. loves to go on walks and i love that. we just bought her a puppy. he is a boston terrior i know right a dog! ugh haha but brandon has wanted one since he moved out so its okay. we will get him in 2 weeks so i will post pictures as soon as i can. we are doing Kams year old pictures and doing some family pictures im so excited. its going to be fun. i will post them too when i get them. school is alright for me im kinda stressed out with it and my full time job and maybe even a second job but it'll come together! im hopefull. Brandon is working and going to school too which is great he has some hard classes though this semester. he is going to work at the chevron and do the coach jobs again. but thats all with our life lol here is a few pics.

Kam is 1!!!!!!!!!

Well we just celebrated kams first birthday! We so enjoyed it. her personal cake was soo cute. and she chowed down. haha she refused to let us take it. she got tons of cloths and some awesome toys!!! she got a freaking ball pit haha can you believe it. and she got this turtle thing you can ride its pretty awesome lol well update about me. well im doing great. love my new job. Lost my freaking phone though. that sucks. but gonna get a new one. weight loss has kinda stoped but hoping thats gonna change im going on a different birthcontrol and i have started using this site called sparkpeople.com its a free website like weight watchers but some people say they like it better. almost had to admit Kam in the Hospital yesterday for dehydration. she has been really sick with Diarrhea and vomiting. but they gave us this different diet and it seems to be working. which is way good. Brandon is good just the same old same old. he goes back to school next month and he is not looking forward to it haha. well thats all i can think of! 

mommy life :)

oh gosh what can i say haha my little girl is every where and into everything. she is such a drama queen too haha if she doesnt get her way she throws a FIT! ugh it so frustrating but i cant help but laugh at her everytime she does. she has gotten soo big. well she was big when she was born but still. haha I cant believe she is 10 months old and will be a 1 year old in just 2 months. Its seems like just yesterday i was taking her home from the hospital for the first time. but its been such an amazing journey this year. My baby girl is soo smart. She has been walking for 2 months now. wow huh haha she is saying mama and dadda and she LOVES to say "Hi!" haha though the only time she says mama is when she is crying but still i get acknowledge. Funny story the other day brandon said she was asleep on the floor and he went to the bathroom. well he came out and she had climbed up on the chair and got into his bag of cookies. imagine this: this little girl lounging out on the chair chocolate all over her face, hand in the bag on mint milano cookies and watching blues clues haha i couldnt believe that when he told me. she is so funny. well thats all i can think of to as of now =)

Hello!

okay im still getting used to this and still setting it up haha but anywho this is for my weight loss journey. i want to be 115 lbs again. Lets start from the beginning shall we lol
hmm well during my pregnancy i was still my tiny self. wore all my jeans even my skinny jeans throughout my WHOLE pregnancy. it was amazing! i was only pregnant in my belly. haha i didnt gain any weight anywhere else. my hips didnt even widened! :) lol I gainded 22 lbs the whole pregnancy. Then i gave birth. a week after Kam was born i was 118 lbs. 2 lbs under my pre pregnant weight which was soo cool. i was tiny and was wearing all my cloths again. felt so good not to have that huge belly anymore. i mean my belly was ya know flabby cuz it was just stretched out for months but nothing a few weeks of exercising coulnt fix. so i was alright. Then i got this job. I had to be to work at 4 30 in the a.m can you believe it. I was so not used to it and never did get used to it. between waking up at 2 with kam and getting up a 4 to go to work i did nothing but sleep and eat all day. That is SOOO not good for you, im telling ya.. from october till now which is what almost june! i gained 30 lbs!!!! 30! ugh it so embarrassing. i am 145 lbs. my poor 4 11' frame cant handle that!!! im the biggest i've EVER been. i hate it so much everytime i look in the mirror i see fat thats it! well i write today that its the start of my weight loss! i did p90x plyometrics and ab ripper! wow is all i can say. i hoping to buy this insanity workout videos and thats looks HARD so hard haha but it'll be worth it!! well thats all for todays post! see ya

This is me 10 months after i had Kam! gross huh! but i swear that i am making a changing for myself and for everyone that loves me. this is not healthy at all. i am going to make a change in how i eat and what i drink and i WILL exercise every day till i lose the weight i want to and one day this bikini will look good on me! haha